Groundhog’s Day…#3025

7 10 2010

Today is a day as all the same. “Groundhog’s day”! No matter what I do, I can’t get away from the basic routine of living the same day everyday, just in diffrent underware. As ususal, I’ve been on the grind in this cyberworld, trying to find the finacial solution to the “average stay at home mom’s’ solution. And believe me, when I find it, I will share. The very volitile emotional rollacoster that I have bee on thee last few weeks, has really taken it’s toll. But I have finally, I hope, come to the conclusion, that my worrying will not change the current situation that we live in. All I can safely do, is do my part and pray that someone can appreciate the effort and meet me part of the way.
I’ve been thinking about what it is I wan to do when I grow up, and all I can say is, from a you child, all I’ve wanted to do is write! I love words,charaters, life stories,chick flicks! I want to be apart of the revolution! Maybe the one attributes of depression is being a tortured artists inside.
I watched J.K Rolling on Oprah the other day, the Harry Potter genius, and I have to say, I was a bit angry after that. Maybe it wasn’t a good idea to really watch it because I was jealous. Not of her”success”, but of my failure. I might be in my late 20’s, but I feel like I am in my late 50’s, and I should’ve arrived already. What is it that holds me from excelling to that level of billionaire or even thousandaire status, just to take care of my family, and take the weight off of my diligent husband. I know, I know…., it’s me!

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